Chapter 20

Faisal's point of view

I was right. I never got over her. I never forgot her smile, it was beautiful. She was beautiful when she was 13. When she was just a kid. Ajal keif l7een ? When shes 16 ? I wanted to see her, i wanted to see that familiar face. I might be back home in riyadh, but it wont feel like home until i see her. Until i see her eyes. Whenever i looked into them when we were kids i got lost in them. Maybe if i look into them now, i'll remember all the times we had together. We were just a bunch of kids bs i really did love her , and i still do. But she can't know, not yet.

My phone interrupted my thoughts

Hala: "I miss youu </3"

Me: "I miss you more"

Hala: "R u back??"

I opened the chat but didnt answer, did she want me to be back ?"

Hala:

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

Me: "Bsmllaah ! Eee rj3t!"

Hala: "WALLA!:O:D"

Hala: "7amdella 3ala salamtk oo salamt ahlk ! Kefhm inshalla kwayseen?"

Me: "Eee 7amdella tmam, enti kefk oo kef el waled ?"

Hala: "7amdella bs ma a'6n ydri ennkm rj3to ! Akeed bynb96!"

Me: "Ahh ee lssa ma glna le a7ad enna raja3na"

Hala: "I feel special ;;)"

Hala: "Mta rj3to ?"

Me: "You are ! Gabl 3 ayam"

Hala: "Ahh 7lo nawarat!"

Me: "Bwjoodk!"

Hala: "6yb lazm 2book ykallm baba 3shan nshoof b3'6 !"

Me: "Inshalla :*"

Hala's point of view *2 weeks later*

What do i weaaar ?!

I was standing in front of my closet and i keep thinking i have nothing to wear for tonight.

Faisal and his family jayeen lyoom 3ndna.

And as i was struggling with my dresses, skirts, and tops our maid Joy came in holding the house phone

Joy: "Someone want talk to you"

Me: "Who is it ?"

Joy: "Abdlmajid he say he have to talk with you"

Oh no im trying so hard to forget him i just dont wanna talk about him. 

I need to forget him.

Me: "Tell him i dont want to talk"

Joy *speaking to the phone*: "Hala in the batroom now" and she winked at me 

I gave her a thumbs up.

Joy *whispering to me*: "he say he wait!!"

My godd

Me: "Give me thank you joy"

She nodded and left

Me: "Alo."

Majeed: "Hala a5eeran lazm akallmk."

Me: "Mmm"

Majeed: "walla asef e4a za3altk lamma kallamtk ma knt ag9d walla sorry bs please fahimini wsh elli 9ar ! E4a 3la elli gtltlk ya a5er mrra walla i understand e4a za3alti bs 9ara7a elli benna akthr mn enna y5rb 3la shy zy k4a!"

Me: "Majeed ma abik tloom nafsk, its not you its me, ana mani jahza"

Majeed: "6yb njhz sawa Hala please ! Ana ajahzk please Hala i need you in my life and i love you!!!"

Im not gonna cry im not gonna cry im not gonna cry im not gonna cry

Me: "Majeed i cant"

Majeed: "Please 7abibti walla el esboo3en elli fato kano a93ab esboo3en b 7ayati ! a93ab mn esboo3en niha2i thaleth thanawi"

Is he seriously trying to joke right now ?

I sighed.

Majeed: "Hala moo lazm nkoon m3 b3'6 bs aham shy enni akallmk ! aham shy enni a3rf enni law a7tajk agdr akallmk please !"

Me: "Majeed i love you i do .."

Majeed: "I love you more!"

Me: "Let me continue." * i liked this feeling of being in control* "I love you but i cant, i cant talk to you in any way , its not fair. for me or for you, its not fair for you to wait for me, because i dont know when im gonna be ready, it might be after a month or after a year or when im done with college, but i cant string you along all this time. And i dont want to feel like im under pressure by talking to you. I want you to forget me Majeed, just forget me, i might be something special in your eyes, bs fi ktheer banat zyyi, oo a7la mnni, oo a7sn mnni. I'm sorry from all my heart. I'll .. i'll never forget.. you.." *by now i've probably cried a river, and my voice was shakier than ever* "because.. you made me happy, u made me ... sm-mile" there was so much i wanted to say but i couldnt "Bye majeed"

And i hung up, that was that. 

I wiped my tears and put on some make up. I looked at the mess of clothes on my bed and gave out a loud sigh.

I decided to go with a long skirt and a nice top.

The bell rang.

I put on my flats and ran down.

A5er mrra shft Faisal oo 3elta mn 3 sneen, oo a5er mrra mama kant m3ana.

I missed them all.

Baba fata7lhm el bab oo shfta.

Shft Faisal.

My stomach was doing this weird thing, i guess this what you call butterflies ?

Oh god he's so good looking. Look at his hair, oh my god and that smile of his, not to forget...

Oh my god what was i thinking i shook the ideas out of my head and went up to them.

His dad, 3ammi Fahad, his mom, 5alti 7e9a, and him.

I gave him a really big smile and shook his hand.

Our eyes were locked on each other for a few seconds but i looked away the minute i noticed.

They say that eyes never change, and that was true, because when i looked at his eyes, it was like looking at the 8 year old Faisal who was building lego houses with me.

" Life is like a book with many chapters we call seasons. Some chapters tell the story of love, drama, comedy, mystery, loss, adversity, growth, disappointment, triumph, etc. 
Some chapters are dull and ordinary, others intense and exciting. The key to enduring, persevering and being hopeful is to never stop on a difficult page, to never quit on a book or a chapter that seems too long. Some chapters may be sweet but too short. Your words, thoughts, actions, non-action and choices are the pens that write the pages in your book. 
Have the courage and faith to keep turning the pages believing better chapters lie ahead. God is the author and finisher of your life. Trust. Listen. Believe. Grow in God's word. Activate your gifts and talents. Be creative. Be kind. Be patient. Be faithful. Be grateful. Be fruitful."
-Diamond Taylor

@WriterS3oodiya

Chapter 19

Majeed: "Ee kallamta .."

Me: "Ee oo esh gaaal ??

Majeed: "Ma gal shy"

Me: "Keif y3nyy ??"

Majeed: "Kallmta gltlla 'Nayef fi shy t3rfa ?' oo galli 'laa ma a3rf shy, bs fi shy tbi tgoola ?'"

Me: "Ee bs Majeed ymkn ma ybi ygollk enna ydri, ymkn ydri oo ga3d y5a6e6 enna ysawi shy ! Majeed you cant trust Nayef ! Y3ny you never know .."

Majeed interrupted: "3eedi a5er shy glti."

Me: "Esh glt ?"

Majeed: "I cant trust Nayef ?"

Me: "Y3ny mdree bs maybe.."

Majeed interrupted me again: "Hala tra e7na mb zaykm e4a shfta m3 25ti az3al oo ma akallma oo ahaddeda oo mdree esh !! Nayef 9deegi mn yoom e7na 9'3ar oo im not gonna stop trusting him 3shank ya Hala."

I was shocked. 

Did he really just say that ?

I hung up on him and i could feel a tear prickling down my cheek.

He called again bs ma raddet.

'E7na mb zayykm' ... 'Im not gonna stop trusting him 3shank ya Hala'

I remember what he said lamma gltla enna kant tshoof a5ooy;

'Wsh t7s 4eeeeee :s'

What was that ? i ignored all his calls and i even deleted him from bbm

Ok maybe that was too much but i didnt want him sending me messages i dont wanna know what he has to tell me.

Everything was getting complicated, the letter i found b drja, his cold answers, and now this ! 

Im just over all the drama ! 

Nazalt 3nd baba.

Me: "Ahleein baba"

Baba: "Ahlan 7beebti"

I felt my throat tightening and i was trying so hard to keep the tears from falling.

But its my dad akeed 7as enna fi shy

Baba: "Halool wsh fiik ??"

Me: "Wla.. wla shy baba" My voice was cracking

He hugged me and the tears came rushing down.

Me: "Baba ma knt adri enna bkoon el wa'63 k4a mani jahza baba ana lssa bl madrasa lssa 9'3eeeraaaaaa"

I complained for hours for my dad and he kept saying 3adi 7abeebti

Baba: "7beebti e4a ma tbi ngdr nwagf kl shy tra 3adi walla"

I looked up at him with my teary eyes and nodded.

It was over. Everything between me and Majeed was over.

And i wanted it to be over. Not because i dont love him, because i do i really do. But because im not ready.

Sometimes you get so many good chances in life, but you have to turn them down, maybe cause youre not ready, or you just dont have a good feeling about it. Whatever the reason is, i just learned not to dwell over it.  I know i know "carpe diem" "seize the moment" and everything. But sometimes you cant just jump to every chance you get, if youre not ready for it, dont do it. Just hope that one day youll get a better one.

I needed to get some things straight. Starting with Nora. So i called her.

Nora: "Alo."

Me: "Nora can we talk ?

Nora: "Talk."

Me: "La mn jd y3ny agdr ashoofk oo ntkallam mn jd ?"

Nora: "Leh?"

Me: "3shan we were best friends Nora."

Nora: "6yb wein tbi ?"

Me: "Tgdri tji beti ?"

30 minutes later she arrived.

It was the most awkward moment in my life, i didnt know whether i should hug or shake her hand or do anything.

So i just said ahla w sahla and we went up to my room

Nora: "3an esh knti tbi titkallami?"

Me: "Nora esma3i tra what you did wasnt a really nice thing"

Nora: "Ee adri and i apologized mlion mrra bs enti mb ra'6ya tsm3i"

Me: "Nora im sorry bs 76i nfsk mkani shwy !"

Nora: "6yb 7a6et"

Me: "Nora esma3i bs i was thinking enna mn jd we were close and we did so much for each other ! And i dont want a guy to ruin our friendship, even if that guy is my brother"

Nora hugged me and i hugged her back

Nora: "Walla i missed you so much and im so so sorry 3la kl elli saweta and im sorry enni i tried blackmailing you 3la 56btk..."

I looked away when she said that

Nora: "Wsh fiik ?"

Me: "Wla shy bs mani m56ooba"

Nora: "Keif y3ny manti m56ooba !! moo sm3t mn .."

I suddenly looked at her with serious eyes.

Me: "mn meeeen ?!"

Nora: "Mn 3anoud."

WHAAAAAAAAAATTT ?!?!?!

I got up and i started feeling sick

Is there no one i can trust anymore ?!

First Nora, then Majeed (ok i trusted him but still he hurt me), and now 3ANOUD ?!

Nora: "Sorry walla oo tra ma kan ga9dha !"

Me: "Keif b;7ab6 galatlk ?"

Nora: "Kallamt'ha 3shan as2alha 3nnk oo galatli 'she doesnt need you anymore 3ndha 56eebha Majeed'"

Omg i cant help feeling bad for Nayef.

Nora: "Anyway goolili wsh 9ar benk oo ben Majeed ? Sawalk shy ? Bs he seemed so perfect!"

Me: "He was but i just wasnt ready for all this, its too serious im too young."

Me and Nora kept talking for the rest of the night until it was midnight and we remembered that we had school tomorrow and she had to leave.

Me: "A9lan keif ahlk ma sa2alo 3annk ?"

Nora: "Msafreeeeen"

We giggled and hugged each other and she left.

It felt good having her back and i really hope that she does feel bad and wont do it again.

I keep repeating the quote "Fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me" in my head and keep hopinh that she wont fool me twice.

I wore my pjs brushed my teeth went to bed and started checking my bb, I noticed i had an invitation from Faisal. I was about to press ignore because i thought he was just a random guy, but i kept feeling that i knw this name.

No. No way it cant be him. After so many years ? No no it isnt.

But what if ? What if it is him ? Maybe he came back ? How did he get my pin ? So many questions were going through my brain. 

Accept or Decline ?

Accept. I mean what could i lose ?

My heart started  pounding when i opened recent updates and found his name.

I opened his profile and checked his dp. There he was. Faisal. My Faisal.

Faisal's family and mine were so close for so many years. And Faisal was like my brother, he was even closer to me than S3ood. Not that me and S3ood are close in any way. We were best friends for so many years. Then on my 13th birthday he told me he loved me, and i told him i loved him too. But we promised each other nothing between us would change, and it didnt we just added some hearts in our convos and when i saw him kan ygool "Esh el 7alawa ha4i" and stuff like that, but he was still the same Faisal i knew, my best friend.But a few weeks later everything went wrong, not between me and him, but between our families. Mama oo baba et6alago oo hma ra7o Jeddah. And i didnt talk to him ever since. But now he added me. 

Does this mean he's back in Riyadh ?

My thoughts were interrupted by a beep, i looked at my phone.

Faisal: "Haloolti<3"

I couldnt help but smile i missed him so damn much.

Me: "Fa9ooli <3"

I'm so sorry for dissapearing. xo

@WriterS3oodiya

Chapter 18

What was she talking about ? How could she know about me and Majeed, no one knows.

I read the text again : "Esma3i tra i know everything. i tried talking to you today bs enti rf'6ti so you'll pay the price :)"

I texted her back  : "What's everything exactly ?"

Seconds later she texted : "Ennk m56ooba l majeeeeeeeed ;)"

Omg. How did she know ? i thought about all the possibilities then something came to my mind.

Nayef.

I quickly called Majeed and told him about nora's texts.

Me: "Majeed do you think it's nayef ?"

Majeed: "Y3ny enna nayef gllha ?"

Me: "Eee did you tell nayef about it?"

Majeed: "No bs ma astb3d enna mama galat l omma theyre close.."

Me: "Ya allah majeed 6yb what do you think Nora btsawi l7een ?"

Majeed: "La tfakkri b nora 7bbt ma btgdr tsawi shy"

Me: "6yb we4a galat l banat el madrasa ??"

Majeed: "Hala kllmiha fahmiha wa'63k"

Me: "6yb i will oo please majeed kallm nayef oo t2akkad mnna !"

Majeed: "I will 7bbt"

When Majeed hung up i called nora

Nora: "Ahhhh shoofo meen jaaa"

Me: "Nora tara this isnt a game you can play on me or a picture you can blackmail me with, this is my life"

Nora: "Laaa l7een tbi trja3i tkllmini b3d ma gltllk enni adri haaa ?"

Me: "T5aseen mabi akallmk abi afahmk enna ha4i mb l3ba !"

Nora: "Hm afakkr bye"

She hung up

I quickly thought about something.

London, summer, when i saw nora with s3ood ..

I took a picture. 

Yes i can use it !!!

I texted her the picture "Ymkn ha4a bsa3dk tfakreeen ? ;)"

She texted me "Ma tsawiha"

I replied "walla law tsawiha ana kaman asawiha leh la2 ? One tweet oo sm3tk fl bye byeeeee"

Nora: "Fine"

I cant believe it. Me and nora were bestfriends. And now were blackmailing each other ? After all i've done for her she stabs me in the back. 

I quickly wiped my tears and called majeed

Majeed: "Aloo ?"

Me: "Majeed kllmthaa"

Majeed: "Oo esh galatlk ??"

Me: "She wont do it"

Majeed: "Wallah! 7amdella esh gltlilha ??"

Omg do i tell him about the picture, or will he get the wrong idea about me ? : /

Me: "7awalt afahmha bs ma r'6at tfhm oo gafalt 3la wjhi..."

Majeed: "Ee ?"

Me: "So i found a picture of her oo 25ooy s3ood and i showed it to her oo she wont do anything"

Majeed: "Ahaa"

Me: "Majeed please la tfakr '3ala6 bs there was no other way !"

Majeed: "Laa 7bbt of course ma afham shy '3ala6 mnnk ! bs tfaja2t y3ny she was your bestfriend keif ma tr'6a ella bl '3a9b ? shy '3rreeeb.."

Me: "Eee bs 3adi have you !"

Majeed: "7bbt of course you do ! oo you always will ! i love you !"

Me: "Me tooo .. ah 97! kllmt nayef ??"

Majeed: "Ee kallamta .."

Me: "Ee oo esh gaaal ??

Majeed: ".....

@WriterS3oodiya

Chapter 17

I spent the whole weekend talking to him and i felt happier than ever ! 

And now its saturday oo fi school w3 

W9lt el madrasa oo meen awal bnt ashoofha ? Nora

Jat gddami

Nora: "Hala waggfi"

Me: "Hla?"

Nora: "Tra esma3i 5ala9 too much y3ny lets jst be friends please ?!"

Me: "Enti manti ra'6ya tfhamen ? 5ala9 uf !"

I went past her oo r7t el 9af

When i went back home lgeet mlion ping mn majeed

Me: "Hla majeed"

Majeed: "shfeek ?"

Me: "haw mafeeni shy"

Majeed: "Laa walla yalla spill it !"

Me: "Mafi shy !"

Majeed: "Esm3i hala tra mn ayam london oo ana 7as enna fi shy m'6aygk oo tra if you dont open up to me about your problems itll never work out between us !"

I didnt answer

Majeed: "Yalla spill"

Me: "Nora"

Majeed: "Greebt nayef?"

Me: "Ee"

Majeed: "Shfeeha mo 9deegtk ?"

Me: "Ella kanat"

Majeed: "Kant?"

Me: "Ee"

Majeed: "Shmsawya?"

Me: "Kanat tkallm 25ooy mn wara '6hri"

Majeed: ":s wsh t7s 4eeeee !!!!!!"

Me: "Oo lamman i confronted her about it 3a9abt 3lay oo galatli mkabra el salfa oo mdree esh oo l7een she wants to be my frnd again bs ana i cnt trust her oo kl yoom t6afshni oo mahi ra'6ya tfhm:)"

Majeed: "Sorry bs wsh tbii ! Walla lawariha ma7ad yza3l 56eebti !"

Me: "Majeed walla 5ala9 mafi shy l7een!"

Majeed: "Lw rj3t sawat shy goolili ana at9araf"

Me: "Inshalla.."

Majeed: "Walla a7bk halool oo la t5ali a7ad yza3lk !:*"

Me: ":*"

I know enni mrra knt asallka bs 9dg i didnt feel like talking to anyone not even majeed ! its not just because of nora bs 3shan a7s enna i need a frnd ! Oo 3anoud is all the way in AD oo ma tdri enni en5a6abt wla shy

At night right before i wanted to go to bed i got a message

Nora: "Esma3i tra i know everything. i tried talking to you today bs enti rf'6ti so you'll pay the price :)"

Chapter 16

"Dear Majeed,

Im gonna miss you, im gonna miss our long phone calls, our cheesy love letters, everything. Well this is just another love letter, but with a different ending. Im moving to qatar. i know a letter isnt the best way to tell you this but i cant build up the courage to tell you in person. You mightve been sure about engaging me, but im the one who wasnt. im sorry 3abdlMajeed, i love you.

Fa6oom"

A tear escaped my eye. 

Whos fa6oom ? was she the one for him but she broke his heart ? does he still love her ? did he start this whole thing with me to make it easier for him to get over her ? but why does he still have the letter ?

All those questions were running through my head, but my thoughts were interrupted by majeeds footsteps. I quickly put the letter back to where it was and acted normal.

Majeed: "Sorry t2a5art"

Me: "La dnt worry"

He came closer and held my face

Majeed: "Halool wsh feek ?"

Me: "Mafini shy mafini shy yalla 5al ninzl akeed baba wa9al"

He looked at me with a 'yeah right look'

Should i tell him i read the letter ? 

Majeed: "Hala ?"

Me: "Hmm ?"

Majeed: "Gooli"

Me: "Agool esh ?"

Majeed: "Gooli elli f balk"

I looked at him with my watery eyes

Me: "Meen fa6oom?"

His face changed, he suddenly turned serious and stood up

Majeed: "Keif 3arafti?"

Me: "Keif 3raft esh?"

Majeed: "Keif 3arafti 3an fa6ma?"

Me: "Ma a3rf shy 3nnha"

Majeed: "Hala please goolili keif 3rfti"

I looked at the drawer with a guilty look on my face

Majeed: "Ahaa you read it?"

Me: "Majeed walla im sorry ma kn g9di atlaggaf walla im sorry"

Tears were running down my face

Majeed came over and hugged me and kissed my forehead

I looked up at him with puppy dog eyes

Me: "6yb who is she?"

Majeed: "she WAS the girl i thought i loved"

Me: "6yb e4a ma t7bbha anymore leh lssa 3ndk the letter?"

Majeed let me go went over to the drawer and ripped the letter

I cant help but notice that he got a little mad

Me: "Majeed walla asfa walla"

Majeed: "dont worry hala ma sweti shy"

He held my hand oo nzalna ta7at

Does he still love her ? is that why he got mad fj2a ?

---

We went down oo my dad was there, t3ashena and after masakt Sara 3la janb

Sara: "Ahlein hala fik shy ?"

Me: "Sara la tfakri '3ala6 bs meen fa6ma?"

Sara: "Fa6ma ?"

Sara: "Ahhhhh fa6ma"

Me: "Ee whos she ?"

Sara: "Majeeds high school lover"

Me: "oo esh 9ar?"

Sara: "she moved to qatar oo they stopped talking to each other"

Me: "Oh.."

Sara: "Hala dont worry that was 4 years ago oo a9lan he never loved anyone the way he loves you 9addgini a3rf a5oooy zein"

I couldnt help but smile

---

After the conversation with Sara i went to Majeed, kan ga3d bl ml7g.

I hugged him so tight, at first he was a bit stiff, but then he got relaxed, i hugged him for what seemed like forever, until he pulled me back and looked into my eyes and said "I love you"

@WriterS3oodiya

Chapter 15

I knew this moment would come but i was hoping it wouldnt

Nora, she had her hand on my shoulder

I shrugged it off

Nora: "Hala btkallmini aw la2 ? plz just get over it !"

Me: "Im over it"

Nora: "No youre not"

Me: "Yeah i am, and im over you 5ala9 please"

Nora: "K2annk mkbra el mw'6oo3 shwy ?"

Me: "Nora wsh rayk tfakkrin blli sweti oo blli glti b3den tfakkri b raddat f3li mb k2nna bl 3aks ?"

Nora sakatat shwy

Nora: "6yb i did something wrong oo im sorry !"

Me: "ok"

Nora: "6yb e4a el shy mrra kbeer leh m9a'3rta ?"

Me: "Ta9'3ar fi 3ayn el 3a'6eem al 3a'6a2m"

I said that and walked away

i think enna 5ala9 that should settle things out, enshalla..

I went back home pissed, 5arrabat mood allah y9l7ha

Baba: "Wsh fik halool ? 3abdlMajeed mza3lk ??"

I giggled

Me: "La ya baba ma ysawiha, w7da bl madrasa"

Baba: "Haw taw bdena amdahm yza3loonk ?"

I sighed and went up

BBM

Majeed: "Hala 6ammenini wa9alti el beit ?"

Me: "Ee :*"

Majeed: "7amella <3"

Me: "R7t el jam3a lyoom ?"

Majeed: "La walla ma r7t awal esboo3 ma7ad ydawm"

Me: "hehehe 7'6k !"

Majeed: "Ee 7'6i 3ndi wa7da zayyk <3:*"

Me: "Ana elli 7'6ii <3"

Majeed: "Halool mshtag l 9ootk mmkn akallmk ?"

Me: "6ab3an ma ybilha s2al :*"

A second later he called

Me: "Alo?"

Majeed: "Ahleeeeeein b 56eebti oo 7beebtiii !"

Me: "Ahlan"

Majeed: "Kefk ya glbi ?"

Me: "7amdella"

Majeed: "Wsh fik mt'6ayga ?"

Haw kef 3rf ?

Me: "Haa ? mafini shy!"

Majeed: "Hala la tk4been 3arfk zein tra !"

Me: "Wla shy Majoodi bs el madrasa"

Majeed: "3idihaa !"

Me: "Um wla shy bs el madrasa ?"

Majeed: "La la el kalima elli gblha 3idihaa !"

Me: "Uh majoodi ?"

Majeed: "Eeeeee majoodi gooliha daymn ! a7bbha oo a7bbk oo a7bbk oo a7bbk !"

9dg 9dg ya 7a'6i <3

Mabi agool le a7ad, mabi a7ad y7sdni !

---

Its wednesday finalllllyyyy ! Bshoof majeeed !

Elyoom bl madrasa kan mrra b6eeeeee2 knt g3da astanna 3ala nar lein arja3 el beit oo at'6ab6 3shan nroooo7 oo ashooofa ! 

I went back home oo t7ammat oo sawet sh3ri oo 76et make up oo kl shy, 5alla9t el sa3a 7.

Were gonna leave at 8. 

Fj2a ja Nayef f bali.

Ma kallmta mn ayam london

BBM

Me: "Majood kef nayef?"

Majeed: "7amdella tmam walla leh tbini as2ala shy ?"

Me: "La bs ja f bali fj2a"

Majeed: "I owe nayef"

Me: "whyy ?"

Majeed: "Because i wouldnt have my life without him"

Me: "Uff mn jd ! ajal ana kman i owe him! leeh esh sawa"

Majeed: "Because youre my life and without him ma knt rj3t t3araft 3leki and i wouldnt have you<3"

Omg a7bbbbaaaaaaaaaaaa !!!!! <3

Me: "Youre my everything majeed really :* "

Majeed: "Hala ta3ali l7een please 5al ng3d n9 sa3a ana oo enti l7alna bss ! please mshtaglk</3"

Me: "6yb majoodi 7s2al baba"

R7t 3nd baba

Me: "Baba mmkn aroo7 l7een 3nd Majeed?"

Baba: "Leh 7bbti l7een n9 sa3a oo bn6l3"

Me: "Mdree abii ..."

Baba: "Ahhhhhh fhaaaamt, 6yb 7beebti 5alli A7mad ywa9lk"

Bst ra9a oo glt le a7mad (el sawag) y6al3 el sayara

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Majeed: "Halooooooooooolllll !!!!"

He ran to me and hugged me awal ma w9alt

He carried me oo g3d ydoor i was laughing

Me: "Majeeeeeed d5t !"

Nazalni oo he smiled

Majeed: "Fi '3yabk msht3l mthl el lheeb oo mn 3rftk shoog glbi ma 6afa"

I blushed

Majeed: "Ta3ali 5al nd5l jwa"

Me: "6yb bs lazm asallm 3la ahlk awal oo sara kman!"

Majeed: "Elli yray7k 7beebti ta3ali"

Ahla kano g3deen fl 9ala 

Me: "Elsalamu 3lekm"

Ahl mjeed: "Oo 3leekm el salaaam!"

5alti Ameerah gamat oo sallamt 3ly

5alti Ameerah: "Hala b bntna el thania hala !"

I blushed

We went up oo sallmt 3la sarah, then r7na '3rft majeed

La tfkro '3ala6, ho kan ybi y'3ayr so ana ga3adt fl 9ala elli f '3rfta

8arrart atlaggf shwy so bdeet adawr fl adraj

Omg i was shocked 

What is this ?!?!

Chapter 14

omg whats happening ?

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56bni

I dont know what to do ! y3ny lssa im still so young and i barely know him bs how can i say no how ??

He looked so handsome and he had a sincere smile on his face 

Baba saw that i was confused oo s7bni 3la janb

Baba: "Hala 7abeebti tra ana ma a'39bek tsawin shay, bs Majeed rjjal a5laga kwaysa oo mhtm b derasta oo ahla mo2addabeen n3rfhm mn zaman, ana an9a7k tgbali halool, ma agool etzawaji l7een, oo n5alli el 56ba bl sr oo yoom tit5arajen oo t5sheen el jam3a titzawajon, l2anna majeed ma bystannk 6ool 7ayata !"

That sounds reasonable bs lssa y3ny im still 16, y3ny ee im turning 17 b3d esboo3, bs ana lssa b thani thanawi ! oo taw el sana badyaa ! bs y3ny no one will know about it and he makes me happy, really happy.

Dgeega what about my mom ? i know she couldnt care less about me and who i marry bs doesnt she have a say in this 

I looked up : "Baba oo mama 6yb ?"

Baba: "Hala ommk ana akllmha la tsh'3leen balk fiha"

Yes, my answer is gonna be yes, y3ny k2anni akallma bs bl 7alal ! oo if something happens ngdr nfk el 56ba 9a7 ? mdree i dont even know the rules of el 56ba wla shy !

Me: "6yb baba bgbl"

He smiled a wide smile

Baba: "Bntiii el w7eeda btn56b !!!!"

He looked so cute ! 

He hugged and kissed my forehead, bst ra9a, walla a7b 2booy ya nas walla a7ba <3

Baba: "Yalla 5al nrja3 6awalna 3lehm"

We went back in oo glna enna e7na gblna oo kl shy sallamt 3la ahl majeed oo kl shy and then i went and i sat next to majeed.

He looked in to my eyes, he looked so happy and so hot ! 

His rib is completely healed now and he can walk 7amdella

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm. 

First day of school w33.

All i kept hearing all day was 

"HALAA ! wa7ashtiniii!"

Walla i miss my friends ! 

El yoom mar 3la 5eir, they didnt put nora in my class ha4i el sana 7amdella

I was bbming Majeed the whole time bl madrasa, im so blessed <3 he really does make me smile

Majeed: "keif awal yoom madrasa ya 56eebtiii ? ;;)"

Me: "7amdella :$"

He always calls me 56eebti now, its cute but it needs some getting used to

Bshoofa wednesday inshalla i cant wait ! Bnroo7 ana oo baba nt3asha f bet'hm <3

Finally ran el jaras

a7ad masakni mn wara

"Hala"

Ya allllaaaaaaaaahh